Tuesday, February 19, 2008
no motivation to study...tired yet cant slp...no aim in wat i want to do...mind in blank state...
why do i torture myself for someone
why do i always have to do that...
at least these few days i was at home emoing...
now then i know that forcing myself to laugh or smile was that hard...
even watching a show was a torture...
but yet i'm those that scare to die...
i don know how to change this feeling into motivation to study...
said to be back to normal...
but in the end was still avoid...
3 yrs ago was avoided and took us so long to be such good friends...
and it took only 3 days to change everything...
things is happening too fast for me...
my life is too fast also...
emo is the only way to slow things down by a little...
get me something to do pls...
Faith's not emo @ 02:26